About...​

I am a Dreamer and a Seeker. My dream is to write inspiring novels rooted in real human experiences — stories that do not merely entertain, but leave a deep, lasting imprint on the reader. Through my own journey and the lived experiences of others, I seek to uncover the quieter, often unspoken layers of life. I believe that stories can become companions, gentle guides, or even bridges — helping us cross moments of uncertainty, loss, transformation, or becoming. Writing, for me, is not merely an escape. It is an act of attention. A way of listening — to myself, and to the world. At the heart of my work lies a desire to create stories that help readers recognise themselves, feel less alone, and perhaps see their own lives with greater compassion and clarity.

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And now, let me share a little about the novel itself.​

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It is a story of self-discovery, inspired by my own experiences, yet woven with fiction, emotion, light, and shadow. Three beloved works serve as its creative compass: Eat Pray Love, Under the Tuscan Sun, and The Holiday. I hope the spirit of these stories will accompany my novel for a long time — and perhaps, one day, guide it onto the screen.

 

At its heart, the novel explores stepping beyond one’s comfort zone, the gentle unfolding of a new love — or perhaps only the promise of one — the deepening of self-awareness, and the profoundly unresolved dilemma of motherhood. The protagonist finds herself at a turning point in her life, realising that she had long believed becoming a mother would bring her the sense of wholeness she was longing for. But when life carries her in a different direction, she must face a question that shakes her deepest foundations:

Will becoming a mother — or not becoming one — lead her to the woman she might truly be, or wishes to become?

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The novel follows her as she travels to another country, steps beyond the familiar, and encounters new challenges and new connections — some tender, some heartbreaking. It is a journey of learning to distinguish illusion from truth, intuition from fantasy. A story about the vulnerability of the female soul, the weight of expectations, the courage it takes to leave one’s comfort zone, and the fragile, luminous path of healing. It leads the reader through longing for motherhood, the tenderness and fragility of love, and the deep inner work of finding one’s way back to oneself — while Anna slowly learns to tell fear from hope. 

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When You Are the Black Sheep…

I never truly felt at home anywhere. I was always searching, experimenting — yet a deep sense of emptiness often remained. As a child, and later as a young adult, I experienced bullying: the feeling of being labelled the black sheep, or at best, treated as an outsider.

It left a mark on me, and for a long time I believed something was wrong with me. Later I realised: it was never about making mistakes or not being “perfect.” It was about how deeply it hurts when someone is targeted out of pure malice — and how much it means when, on the contrary, someone stands beside you.

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I have never been able to tolerate seeing others hurt. There were times I stepped in, even when it meant I might get hurt myself. Later, I also learned — slowly — how to stand up for myself. I know the strength that comes from having someone believe in you, even when you don’t believe in yourself. And I know what it means to belong to a community when the ground seems to slip away beneath your feet.

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None of the struggles I lived through were in vain. They taught me that the greatest power in human relationships is support and compassion. And if I managed to rise again and again, then others can as well.

 

A Turning Point in My Life​​

In early 2020, I reached a turning point. I arrived as a volunteer at a country estate in England because the noise of the city, Budapest, and the growing fog around my future felt suffocating. The quiet of the place, the closeness of nature, and a diverse, welcoming environment helped me pause and ask myself once again: Who am I and what truly matters? Long forest walks with the dogs, books, and deep introspection carried me through this time.​

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I dove deep into books about self-awareness, and also enjoyed stories that entertained and uplifted me. Tina Seelig’s works especially stayed with me – I Wish I Knew When I Was 20 and inGenius: A Crash Course on Creativity. Another favourite was Vivien Varga’s How to  Begin Your Own Journey, along with works by Rick Rubin, Elizabeth Gilbert, and Coelho...

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New Professional Paths​

After nearly two years, I left the farm and began searching for work. To avoid feeling lost, I started volunteering at a nearby charity shop. A few weeks later, my dear friend Kiz — to whom I remain deeply grateful — told me about a special job opportunity. I entered an entirely new field, and I’ll admit, there was a moment when I almost backed out. Like every new beginning, it brought stress and inner tension. I wanted to do well. I wanted to prove myself. I tried to approach every step of training with openness. The company’s leader (Nathan) — an inspiring, intelligent, and compassionate person — saw potential in me that I myself did not yet dare to acknowledge. After all, the comfort zone is always less frightening.

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Not long after, I was appointed shop manager — a moment that touched me deeply. One of those rare situations where someone believes in you before you believe in yourself. I am deeply grateful for that period, and especially for the trust placed in me. I also had the privilege of working with wonderful colleagues who set examples for me in countless ways.

I speak of this chapter in the past tense now, because a quiet but profound question began to surface:
Do I continue building a career within the safety of what I know — or do I follow the inner voice calling me toward the unknown?

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It was not a romantic decision. It came with uncertainty, self-doubt, and fear. Leaving the familiar for the unfamiliar is rarely graceful; more often, it is a slow, uncomfortable unraveling. And yet, despite the comfort, the security, and the gratitude I felt, I chose to step forward — and leave the safe for the uncertain. Around that time, a thought by Caroline Myss stayed with me:

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“How do you know it’s truly your intuition speaking, and not just a wishful fantasy — or simply your imagination?
Because intuition makes you uncomfortable. Fantasy does not.”

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That discomfort became my compass.
And it led me here.

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Some sentences, and the lived experiences of others, carry such force that resisting them becomes impossible — and this is why I believe stories have the power to change the course of a life.

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On the Path of Self-Realisation​

I must admit: at times, I am uncertain. Often naïve. Sometimes a little scatterbrained. I don’t always know which way to go — or even if I dare to take the next step at all.

A thousand questions race through my mind: 
Is this really for me? What if I fail? Or perhaps it is simply fear speaking in the language of the ego, trying to keep me from what might matter most. But now there is a deeper, quieter voice calling — with such insistence that I can no longer ignore it, even when it feels frightening. The direction — and perhaps the companions — will reveal themselves along the way. Has it ever felt like this for you too?

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The Power of Creating Together​

In recent years, I have felt more strongly than ever how powerful community and mutual support can be. When we share our stories and ideas, we don’t merely inspire one another — we open new dimensions of creativity, healing, and growth. I believe creators are not competitors, but allies and mirrors.

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One of my other visions is to connect with existing communities and creative initiatives, while also shaping a shared space — a community where thoughts can flow freely, and everyone can add their own colours, voices, and stories. Whether through publishing books, organising events, or co-creating meaningful projects, I am constantly searching for ways to bring light, value, and connection into the world.

And just as importantly: to honour the real, vulnerable, and beautifully human experiences that unite us all.

This is the true heart of the Dreamers and Seekers project. If you are a dreamer too — or someone carrying wild, unruly ideas — don’t hesitate to reach out. Maybe all we need is one spark… to light something far greater than ourselves.

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I am sending this song to all of you who have ever felt the need to leave — even without knowing exactly where to go. That quiet — or sometimes loud and painful — whisper from the heart that says: something has ended here. Not always dramatically. Sometimes it’s just a morning sigh. A workplace where you no longer feel like yourself. A relationship where you slowly forget your own voice. One thing is certain: every ending carries the seed of a beginning.

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This song carries the heartbeat of my story — a self-discovery-driven, romantic novel in the making, based on my own journey… and perhaps, a little, on yours too.

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YouTube: InspireQuest - The Road That Breathes 

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​"Alone we can do so little; together we can do so much."

Helen Keller

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Perspectives and Reflections of Words
The thoughts, feelings, and experiences I share on this website are like a colorful mosaic, seen through the lens of my own perspective. This lens sometimes blurs, sometimes shines, and naturally, it might differ from yours.​

What you find here is simply a reflection of my personal journey.  And yes, words can occasionally slip, especially since English isn’t my first language. (Thanks to modern technology for helping me along the way!)​

Please see all this as an invitation to discover your own truths. If something resonates with you, explore it, try it out, and draw your own conclusions.

Let the journey of discovery begin! 🚀

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